Thanks for the explanation on printing GreyWolf.
Glad to help, but let me add the disclaimer that I only know what works for me. I actually lean on Grand Vol quite a bit for technical info on guns. He seems to know what he's talking about, and he has been invaluable in helping me get my Colt AR set up for "real world" use.
I've been an LEO for...24 years now, and while I haven't seen it all, I've seen a lot. I am armed 24/7, and yes, I've been in an OIS, where I was lucky and decided that from that point forward, I would be good. You can't always count on luck.
I bought my RIA compact .45 because I love the 1911; I bought my Glock 30S for the light weight, 10 round capacity, and reliability of the Glock brand. I bought the Springfield 1911 Range Officer (yesterday) because...again...I love the 1911, and 500 bucks for a 900 dollar gun was just too good to pass up.
I carry concealed, and no one beyond my wife, my family, close friends, and fellow members of our church security team know it. I make every effort to not advertise the fact that I am armed. I don't carry to impress, I carry to survive. If I draw on you, you have put me in reasonable fear for my life or the life of another, and one of us is about to get shot. Simple as that. My weapons are a tool, and I treat them with the same respect I would any tool that can get me or someone else killed if it's used improperly. I practice regularly. My S.O. also requires quarterly "active shooter" training, where we use Simunitions and role players. It's tough, but it's great training.
We all have the choice to be a sheep, or a sheepdog. I might get killed by a rank amateur tomorrow, but if I do, it'll be because he got lucky, not because I didn't know what to do. On the other hand, if I have enough time to recognize the threat, I like my chances.
No place is safe anymore. Schools, malls, movie theaters, churches, nothing. Any place, and every place, is a potential combat zone. So while I am not paranoid, I would like to think that I am prepared. All I can do.
Good luck, and keep safe.