I wish I had words that could soothe your broken heart. God's word has always brought me comfort in crisis but the hurt takes a while to diminish. I pray that He gives you the strength to endure till your time of healing is complete. One of the great attributes of this site is that you have a lot of people sharing in your grief. Lean on us and let us help shoulder your burden. God Bless you and give you Peace and Strength.