malinoisvol
Pick up your Balls and Rattle your Cannons!
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Praying man, hang in there. Vent if you need to.Difficult night tonight....eleven months ago yesterday, i will always remember 7th of march and not bc of danl websters speech, i came home from school and my wife couldnt speak or move her right side...
Dont know how im gonna get chilled out....finished a fifth of the 100 proof...i dont want to drink anymore
I mean most of my fishing line is old...thinkin about waiting for bass pro to open to get some line to spool reels...the key is getting mind off everything which is really just blocking but it's survival..Praying man, hang in there. Vent if you need to.
I onky know how i felt almost losing Tiffany, can't imagine how it would be if it happens. I know the thoughts I had for a couple of days thinking she wouldn't be coming home, it wasn't a pleasant experience. I didn't want to talk, but glad i had my best friend, this place, and most of all prayer though.I mean most of my fishing line is old...thinkin about waiting for bass pro to open to get some line to spool reels...the key is getting mind off everything which is really just blocking but it's survival..
I still cannot fully process all this
It still is surreal
Praying for the peace that passes understanding.I mean most of my fishing line is old...thinkin about waiting for bass pro to open to get some line to spool reels...the key is getting mind off everything which is really just blocking but it's survival..
I still cannot fully process all this
It still is surreal
I was wondering why I woke at 3:30am and couldn’t fall back asleep for an hour. I feel ya, Gordon. Wish I had more than a prayer to give you.Difficult night tonight....eleven months ago yesterday, i will always remember 7th of march and not bc of danl websters speech, i came home from school and my wife couldnt speak or move her right side...
Dont know how im gonna get chilled out....finished a fifth of the 100 proof...i dont want to drink anymore
Difficult night tonight....eleven months ago yesterday, i will always remember 7th of march and not bc of danl websters speech, i came home from school and my wife couldnt speak or move her right side...
Dont know how im gonna get chilled out....finished a fifth of the 100 proof...i dont want to drink anymore
Difficult night tonight....eleven months ago yesterday, i will always remember 7th of march and not bc of danl websters speech, i came home from school and my wife couldnt speak or move her right side...
Dont know how im gonna get chilled out....finished a fifth of the 100 proof...i dont want to drink anymore
Difficult night tonight....eleven months ago yesterday, i will always remember 7th of march and not bc of danl websters speech, i came home from school and my wife couldnt speak or move her right side...
Dont know how im gonna get chilled out....finished a fifth of the 100 proof...i dont want to drink anymore
I'd like to tell you something reassuring about how it gets better but I don't know if it does, at least not yet. I don't feel like I have anything to live for but I'm not ready to give up so I just take things as I can. Sometimes just a moment at a time is all I can handle because thinking about the bigger future just seems like a big empty void full of sadness. I've done books, therapy, and group meetings. I didn't want to be on meds but I do take otc sleep aids sometimes. Probably, the most helpful thing for me was getting in a group called Life After Loss at Gilda's club in Nashville. They have chapters in other places mostly big cities but some people participate online. It's only for people who lost someone to cancer and, at least in my group, it was mostly people who lost a spouse. I hear "hang in there" a lot so I guess that's what we're supposed to tell each other...hang in there.I mean most of my fishing line is old...thinkin about waiting for bass pro to open to get some line to spool reels...the key is getting mind off everything which is really just blocking but it's survival..
I still cannot fully process all this
It still is surreal
Oh I am so sorry to hear the news because it is tough saying goodbye to your Mother, prayers for your wife and family....Remember the Red Woman in your prayers.
Her mother passed away suddenly today.
85 years old. Was talking to someone at the assisted living. Put her head back and closed her eyes and was gone.
We should all go as quickly and peacefully when it’s our time
PrayersI'd like to tell you something reassuring about how it gets better but I don't know if it does, at least not yet. I don't feel like I have anything to live for but I'm not ready to give up so I just take things as I can. Sometimes just a moment at a time is all I can handle because thinking about the bigger future just seems like a big empty void full of sadness. I've done books, therapy, and group meetings. I didn't want to be on meds but I do take otc sleep aids sometimes. Probably, the most helpful thing for me was getting in a group called Life After Loss at Gilda's club in Nashville. They have chapters in other places mostly big cities but some people participate online. It's only for people who lost someone to cancer and, at least in my group, it was mostly people who lost a spouse. I hear "hang in there" a lot so I guess that's what we're supposed to tell each other...hang in there.
Prayers for you @GordonC and it will seem surreal for a while and you do have to get your mind off everything and you do not have to process everything all at once and give yourself timeI mean most of my fishing line is old...thinkin about waiting for bass pro to open to get some line to spool reels...the key is getting mind off everything which is really just blocking but it's survival..
I still cannot fully process all this
It still is surreal
Alcohol is actually a depressant after a few drinks, so it will make it worse, you are in my PrayersDifficult night tonight....eleven months ago yesterday, i will always remember 7th of march and not bc of danl websters speech, i came home from school and my wife couldnt speak or move her right side...
Dont know how im gonna get chilled out....finished a fifth of the 100 proof...i dont want to drink anymore