apevol
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My faith has been shaken on several occasions. Yes, I have struggled several times.
The longer I have followed Him though, the more I have studied and prayed, the deeper my faith has become and the more I have found capacity to trust Him.
I truly believe the things I post here, bro. I truly believe them because I have truly thought deeply on these subjects. I've thought deeply because I have had to.
And the longer I have followed Him, the longer I have had opportunity to experience His character and faithfulness.
I have recently gone through a season where He seems to have taken almost everything from me. Or allowed almost everything to be taken from me and my family. We've been left with no ability to fend for ourselves.
Having walked with Him for so long, our first response was to trust Him and see this season as opportunity to see Him glorified. We've treated it as opportunity to feel His presence and provision above and beyond our capability. We've relied on His Word that His strength is shown in our weakness.
He's been more faithful than we could ever have hoped. We've felt His love, care and presence like we never have before.
So, yes. I have had seasons where I believed in Him and still questioned His character. He's met me in those seasons because I asked Him to. And I've experienced Him in such places in such ways that I'm not sure if I'll ever need to question Him like that again.
There is MUCH I don't know or understand about Him. But there is also MUCH that I have experienced of Him, and that's what makes me trust what I don't understand.
Much love and many prayers for you, bro. I know you have had, and have, pain. My prayer is that God will meet you there and it won't have been wasted pain--as it will have been your road to Him.
OC
What enables you to reconcile your anger at what has happened? Is there ever an actual answer to why things don't line up?
