Neverending MBRO memory thread

I kinda feel guilty. This is weird to post, or definitely talk about to someone, but stuff that I think. Not that I want something bad to happen, but I know how bad she can get quick, and your mind wonders how much she can take. I think stuff like how I hope she can hold on and be okay to watch the girls at state, or hope she can hold on till the oldest gets out here in a couple of months. It's weird cause it's not like I'm thinking she's going to really die soon, but I know the more she gets septic her body is going to wear down. Though her cultures did show a couple of bacterias, thankfully she's not got septic this time. Idk, that probably doesn't make sense, but it's stuff I think, yet feel guilty for.
 
I kinda feel guilty. This is weird to post, or definitely talk about to someone, but stuff that I think. Not that I want something bad to happen, but I know how bad she can get quick, and your mind wonders how much she can take. I think stuff like how I hope she can hold on and be okay to watch the girls at state, or hope she can hold on till the oldest gets out here in a couple of months. It's weird cause it's not like I'm thinking she's going to really die soon, but I know the more she gets septic her body is going to wear down. Though her cultures did show a couple of bacterias, thankfully she's not got septic this time. Idk, that probably doesn't make sense, but it's stuff I think, yet feel guilty for.
It would be (can’t think of word here - crazy? abnormal? delusional?) not to have these what-ifs try to intrude on your brain. I guess all you can do about them is acknowledge the fears and then just focus on the next hour, the next day, the next week, the next month.

I think you do a fantastic job with this. As a congenital worrywart, I truly don’t know how you do this. Not to embarrass you, but you’re truly an inspiration to a lot of us, as is Tiffany. {{{ Hugs }}} to both of you and to the girls. ❤️
 
It would be (can’t think of word here - crazy? abnormal? delusional?) not to have these what-ifs try to intrude on your brain. I guess all you can do about them is acknowledge the fears and then just focus on the next hour, the next day, the next week, the next month.

I think you do a fantastic job with this. As a congenital worrywart, I truly don’t know how you do this. Not to embarrass you, but you’re truly an inspiration to a lot of us, as is Tiffany. {{{ Hugs }}} to both of you and to the girls. ❤️
Thank you
 
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This crazy lady is out here showing videos of her daughter dancing, and telling everyone they should party with her. Her daughter is like 19, why show that, and say that to a bunch of men? Keeps saying how hot her daughter is, like she's trying to get people interested 🤣
 
This crazy lady is out here showing videos of her daughter dancing, and telling everyone they should party with her. Her daughter is like 19, why show that, and say that to a bunch of men? Keeps saying how hot her daughter is, like she's trying to get people interested 🤣
Sounds like she be pimp'n.
 
This crazy lady is out here showing videos of her daughter dancing, and telling everyone they should party with her. Her daughter is like 19, why show that, and say that to a bunch of men? Keeps saying how hot her daughter is, like she's trying to get people interested 🤣

Well, is the daughter hot?
 

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