Me too. I keep thinking about Ulysses because of everything that's gone on in his personal life this year, and older people like LWS or my dad, people for which Tennessee football was supposed to be a fun outlet, an escape, and recognizing that it will never again be like what it was.
It all feels so hopeless. And I know it's just a game at the end of the day, and that life will go on, but I feel like such a fool for spending so much of my life invested in this program and hoping that one day we'd turn the corner and things would get better. The emotional investment has not been worth the return, to say the very least.