What's Wrong With You?

I havent been getting to the gym enough.

Its been 3 months for me, but God willing I get to get offmy crutches next Wednesday. I won't be able to go hard for a while, but I'm ready to get back. Laying around really has me screwed up, I can't even fall asleep good the past month.
 
My drinking is marginally under control right now, but I can't shake the feeling that all efforts are just delaying a sharp decline in the future. I'm not just worried about alcohol exclusively. I just feel like I have some kind of demented crazy in me always waiting for the chance to jump me.
 
My drinking is marginally under control right now, but I can't shake the feeling that all efforts are just delaying a sharp decline in the future. I'm not just worried about alcohol exclusively. I just feel like I have some kind of demented crazy in me always waiting for the chance to jump me.
Have you ever tried to seek professional help? I can tell you're a great person but we all need some help sometimes. Don't let the substance control you. I have been where you have been earlier in my life and getting out of the hole by yourself is very hard. You're not alone in this fight. We recently saw it take cyclops and there are a lot of other people fighting the demons as well. You are strong enough to put the evil down under your foot.
 
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Have you ever tried to seek professional help? I can tell you're a great person but we all need some help sometimes. Don't let the substance control you. I have been where you have been earlier in my life and getting out of the hole by yourself is very hard. You're not alone in this fight. We recently saw it take cyclops and there are a lot of other people fighting the demons as well. You are strong enough to put the evil down under your foot.
Exactly! And we're praying for ape to beat this!
 
My drinking is marginally under control right now, but I can't shake the feeling that all efforts are just delaying a sharp decline in the future. I'm not just worried about alcohol exclusively. I just feel like I have some kind of demented crazy in me always waiting for the chance to jump me.

Challenge yourself every day to survive. I know the feeling you describe well. So many times I've wanted to give in. More than once I came close, very close. But I find reasons everyday not to let it take me. There is no long term solution, there's just day by day. Everyday is a new challenge.

We're stronger than we think. We can survive staring into that emptiness, it's just not easy. Be strong and know people care for you. That's the only advice I really have. Hold onto those you love, and who love you in return. Use them to anchor yourself. We need you, rather you know it or not. So be selfless, not selfish.
 
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Challenge yourself every day to survive. I know the feeling you describe well. So many times I've wanted to give in. More than once I came close, very close. But I find reasons everyday not to let it take me. There is no long term solution, there's just day by day. Everyday is a new challenge.

We're stronger than we think. We can survive staring into that emptiness, it's just not easy. Be strong and know people care for you. That's the only advice I really have. Hold onto those you love, and who love you in return. Use them to anchor yourself. We need you, rather you know it or not. So be selfless, not selfish.
Amen, good stuff Weezer.
 
Currently stuck on the palace crumbling level for Prince of Persia the 2 thrones on ps2.
I'll need to watch a video on youtube for how to get through the stuck area.
 
Isn't that why you have contacts? :unsure:

I know I'm saying thats why I need contacts since my vision is weak without eye glasses or contacts. Other people dont need eye glasses or contacts.


I decided to put off reviewing for the math test 3 until on the day of the test. Not surprised I failed.

I've only worked out one day of this week which is negative as I know
Cardio workout is the effective way to get rid of dht.
 
I've been having bad stomach pains and other crazy symptoms off and on for months. I chalked it up to reflux issues until the past few weeks it got really bad. I felt bad all over, and barely could eat. I worried something bad was wrong, so I went to the Dr finally. All blood work checking major issues came back good, but I have a bad stomach infection. Its gotten really bad he swid because I've let it go for months. He said it'll clear up, but I have to take 8 pills a day for two weeks. At least nothing serious was wrong.
 
I've been having bad stomach pains and other crazy symptoms off and on for months. I chalked it up to reflux issues until the past few weeks it got really bad. I felt bad all over, and barely could eat. I worried something bad was wrong, so I went to the Dr finally. All blood work checking major issues came back good, but I have a bad stomach infection. Its gotten really bad he swid because I've let it go for months. He said it'll clear up, but I have to take 8 pills a day for two weeks. At least nothing serious was wrong.

Sorry to hear about your haids.
 
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