His team won, and now you're doing his bidding for him (by paying his team and bombing their enemies for them). I can't help insanity.
You lost, the good guys don't lose. There isn't anything complex about this, your feelings are hurt.

I mean I can lie and tell you that you're part of the good guys but obviously you're not, heck, you want more people to die for something not only are you most likely going to lose but in which you are too scared yourself to fight.
Instead of getting mad at me, which you clearly are and getting mad at words you would look in the mirror and figure out why all this stuff your team is involved is - is generally on the loser side. Could it be you are a bad guy? Is it possible?