So he was a young man who wanted to live up to the expectations and image everyone had of him, to say nothing of his own expectations for himself, and would do anything he could think of to solve it on his own. That is one of the most understandable and human experiences I can think of. Who hasn't carried a burden in silence, for the sake of someone else's belief in them? It happens every day. We all carry some of these things. Sometimes it's a mistake. Sometimes it isn't. That's life. I can't see why anyone would doubt that -- or doubt Turner.