MACGRUDER
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Take a moment and think about yourself. You have a life, a job, probably a family. Dozens of hobbies, interests, or distractions that occupy your free time. But Im betting, like me, youve been here for awhile. Putting off sleep, time with loved ones, or slacking in your professional career - just to get the latest take. Clicking and refreshing at a maddening rate over the last few weeks - hoping to get the smallest bit of insight into what the future holds for the University of Tennessee. Many of you will be reading this post within minutes of me posting it. That, in itself, says a lot about you. Youre a fan. A true fan. Youre reading a post on a forum in the early hours of the morning pertaining to the team of which you are a fan. No one is holding a gun to your head to read this or similar posts. You do it on your own- late, late at night, or in the wee hours of the morning, when you could (and likely should) be sleeping, because you are a fan of the Tennessee Volunteers.
Similarly, you attend games. Pay for merchandise. Organize and attend tailgates or viewing parties to see your favorite team play. Your hard earned money and invaluable time is dedicated to this team because you love them. They are, and have been, a part of your life. Probably for many years. They were probably a part of your upbringing. Your parents poured the same dedication into the team as you now do, so its a family tradition. Or, maybe you went to school in Knoxville and embraced the culture and became entranced by what it meant to be a Volunteer fan. Or maybe youre even miles away, have never and potentially will never, attend a game at Neyland in person - but this team, this tradition...somehow still took hold of you.
Because youre here, and youre invested, and you love this team. And if youre like me or thousands of other Volunteer fans - right now, in this very moment, youre sick. Whether its the stomach, or the heart, or the soul, or whatever you want to call it. Right now it hurts to be a fan of this team. All of that passion, the investment in time, money, mental and emotional energy....its a payment we make on a daily, if not hourly basis. Its something we give up willingly, in good faith, because we love this team, this tradition, this identity of being Volunteer fans. But in the last several days, its obvious our investment isnt being respected. Our commitment isnt being reciprocated. Our energy, our love, our blind devotion to this team is being tested in the absolutely most horrendous of ways.
With intentional indifference. Those in charge of this coaching search have shown their hand for the second time in three days that they dont care about us in the same way we care about them. We stand here, begging, for the same passion and devotion to this University that we pour into it on a daily basis, by people paid multiple times our salaries, and instead of positive reinforcement or reciprocation of our desires - were met with laziness, tone-deaf solutions, and haughty condemnation that they, not us, know whats best for us. They dont care about our pain, or our lost hours of sleep, our mental weariness that comes with supporting a sinking ship. They see dollar signs. And lazy faithfulness. Because weve always been faithful. So why try? Theyve been comfortable for a long time.
And Im sick of it. Our fans arent front-runners. Weve been here through some awful years. Weve stood by and eagerly handed our money to morons whose only interest is to line their own pockets. There was a time, not that long ago, when the orange and white struck fear into any foe dumb enough to line up on the opposite side of the field. When any pundit jawing numbly to an audience had to say our name with reverence. But those days are behind us. Now, were a punchline. And apparently were going to continue to be. Locally and nationally.
So what do we do? If our program doesnt love us the way we love it - we have to walk away. Im willing to do that, and though my post count and join date arent as impressive as many on here, I can assure you all that Ive loved this team since I was old enough to know what a football was. And if what happens tomorrow is what I think is going to happen, Im going to do that. Because the University- or at least those running it, who intend to run it for many more years, dont love us the way we love them.
Similarly, you attend games. Pay for merchandise. Organize and attend tailgates or viewing parties to see your favorite team play. Your hard earned money and invaluable time is dedicated to this team because you love them. They are, and have been, a part of your life. Probably for many years. They were probably a part of your upbringing. Your parents poured the same dedication into the team as you now do, so its a family tradition. Or, maybe you went to school in Knoxville and embraced the culture and became entranced by what it meant to be a Volunteer fan. Or maybe youre even miles away, have never and potentially will never, attend a game at Neyland in person - but this team, this tradition...somehow still took hold of you.
Because youre here, and youre invested, and you love this team. And if youre like me or thousands of other Volunteer fans - right now, in this very moment, youre sick. Whether its the stomach, or the heart, or the soul, or whatever you want to call it. Right now it hurts to be a fan of this team. All of that passion, the investment in time, money, mental and emotional energy....its a payment we make on a daily, if not hourly basis. Its something we give up willingly, in good faith, because we love this team, this tradition, this identity of being Volunteer fans. But in the last several days, its obvious our investment isnt being respected. Our commitment isnt being reciprocated. Our energy, our love, our blind devotion to this team is being tested in the absolutely most horrendous of ways.
With intentional indifference. Those in charge of this coaching search have shown their hand for the second time in three days that they dont care about us in the same way we care about them. We stand here, begging, for the same passion and devotion to this University that we pour into it on a daily basis, by people paid multiple times our salaries, and instead of positive reinforcement or reciprocation of our desires - were met with laziness, tone-deaf solutions, and haughty condemnation that they, not us, know whats best for us. They dont care about our pain, or our lost hours of sleep, our mental weariness that comes with supporting a sinking ship. They see dollar signs. And lazy faithfulness. Because weve always been faithful. So why try? Theyve been comfortable for a long time.
And Im sick of it. Our fans arent front-runners. Weve been here through some awful years. Weve stood by and eagerly handed our money to morons whose only interest is to line their own pockets. There was a time, not that long ago, when the orange and white struck fear into any foe dumb enough to line up on the opposite side of the field. When any pundit jawing numbly to an audience had to say our name with reverence. But those days are behind us. Now, were a punchline. And apparently were going to continue to be. Locally and nationally.
So what do we do? If our program doesnt love us the way we love it - we have to walk away. Im willing to do that, and though my post count and join date arent as impressive as many on here, I can assure you all that Ive loved this team since I was old enough to know what a football was. And if what happens tomorrow is what I think is going to happen, Im going to do that. Because the University- or at least those running it, who intend to run it for many more years, dont love us the way we love them.
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