MyBloodRunnethOrange
Jesus is Lord
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My stomach feels sick, and it's only monday. The feeling that I get when I realize, it's Florida week. It's here. Walking out of Neyland last year with a 10-9 loss, and how sick I was on the drive home. The last 10 years. 10 YEARS.
Everything Orange about me. My Blood. My decorated office at home. My Flag that flies in the front yard. My Truck Tag. My Wardrobe - My sunglasses. Hat. Shoes. Jersey. The Magnets on my car, and my Harley. Everything Orange. About Me.
All of that seems to be at stake.
Just the thought of it happening again. Not even considering how the players and coaches will feel. I'm just thinking about the Volunteer families all across the nation: In the Stadium. In their Livingrooms. In the Sportsbars. In the Garages, with the TV going - volume wide open. 10 YEARS
If we win this game, the Fall Colors look brighter. The leaves. The Mountains. Tennessee. The air will smell fresh again.
But if we lose? Again?
Then what?
My stomach feels sick, and it's only monday. The feeling that I get when I realize, it's Florida week. It's here. Walking out of Neyland last year with a 10-9 loss, and how sick I was on the drive home. The last 10 years. 10 YEARS.
Everything Orange about me. My Blood. My decorated office at home. My Flag that flies in the front yard. My Truck Tag. My Wardrobe - My sunglasses. Hat. Shoes. Jersey. The Magnets on my car, and my Harley. Everything Orange. About Me.
All of that seems to be at stake.
Just the thought of it happening again. Not even considering how the players and coaches will feel. I'm just thinking about the Volunteer families all across the nation: In the Stadium. In their Livingrooms. In the Sportsbars. In the Garages, with the TV going - volume wide open. 10 YEARS
If we win this game, the Fall Colors look brighter. The leaves. The Mountains. Tennessee. The air will smell fresh again.
But if we lose? Again?
Then what?
I have to agree with everything John Bryce just said on the radio.... This is the biggest game of Butch's career. If we lose then EVERYONE will pretty much start to doubt him.
I'm doing exactly that. Thankfully there aren't many great games that day. I plan on being far away from my TV and phone until about 8 p.m. Saturday night. Then I'm just going to check the score and see how we did.
That's more self control than i can muster.