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#5,226
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Weezer said:
After today, assisted suicide sounds like a good plan. And what better person to help me reach the afterlife then/than(not sure which is right and don't really give a ****) Jesus? Let's do this.
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I don't get the stigma with suicide, assisted or not. Why should anyone be forced to suffer if they're not up for the fight?
 
#5,228
#5,228
Weezer said:
Understatement. In the past week, two friends have lost their mothers, and today I got blindsided by a family ****storm. My head and chest are ready to explode from the overload of anxiety. At one point, I wasn't sure if it was a panic attack or a heart attack. When I didn't keel over, figured it had to be the nerves.
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In all srsness, sorry to hear all that man. I hope things get better for you and your friends.
 
#5,229
#5,229
Life really sucks sometimes. It's bad enough when reality smacks you in the face, but when it adds a knee to the groin, it just makes you wanna say **** it. I'm not even sure sex or chronic could calm me down right now. Outta my head. Need to sleep, but I had an induced afternoon nap filled with crazy, ****ed up dreams. Not sure I wanna sleep.
 
#5,230
#5,230
xJesusx56 said:
From how I've interpreted it, a dr. Can administer the medication for the individual to self administer. The dr. May be required to be present so that the medication is used for the intended purpose and by the correct person. I'm not positive on the details of that.
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Something along those lines to ensure that the drugs weren't used inappropriately. There was some kind of sponsor from what I remember.
 
#5,231
#5,231
I think ive developed sleep apnea, last few weeks I've woken up from dreams where I'm suffocating. Getting old fast.
 
#5,232
#5,232
Toujours Pret said:
I think ive developed sleep apnea, last few weeks I've woken up from dreams where I'm suffocating. Getting old fast.
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Try using a mouth guard on your bottom teeth, it'll open the passageway and help you breath better. If it's just mild sleep apnea it will help a lot.
 
#5,233
#5,233
Weezer said:
Life really sucks sometimes. It's bad enough when reality smacks you in the face, but when it adds a knee to the groin, it just makes you wanna say **** it. I'm not even sure sex or chronic could calm me down right now. Outta my head. Need to sleep, but I had an induced afternoon nap filled with crazy, ****ed up dreams. Not sure I wanna sleep.
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Sorry to hear that weez. Not to sound like a chick but sometimes writing and letting my mind run rampant on paper helps me.
 
#5,234
#5,234
blupotato said:
In all srsness, sorry to hear all that man. I hope things get better for you and your friends.
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The deaths I could handle. I hurt for my friends, and I know they're in terrible pain at their loss, but both of their moms had lived long lives and I honestly feel they were ready to go. It doesn't ease the pain of my friends, but it allows me to deal with it okay. I just wish I could help them more.

It's the family stuff that caught me by complete surprise that has me the most stressed. I mean, worrying about my friends didn't have me exactly in a good mind set, but as I said, I was handling it. Today was the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back.
 
#5,236
#5,236
**** it, I'm gonna try to sleep and stop my *****in'. Sorry to be a buzzkill. Carry about your normal zoner activities and have some fun. That's what this place is for. Catch you all later.
 
#5,237
#5,237
Weezer said:
The deaths I could handle. I hurt for my friends, and I know they're in terrible pain at their loss, but both of their moms had lived long lives and I honestly feel they were ready to go. It doesn't ease the pain of my friends, but it allows me to deal with it okay. I just wish I could help them more.

It's the family stuff that caught me by complete surprise that has me the most stressed. I mean, worrying about my friends didn't have me exactly in a good mind set, but as I said, I was handling it. Today was the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back.
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You're friends will get better in time. I don't want to bother you in terms of personal issues. But I hope things get better. I really do.
 
#5,238
#5,238
Just finished all of my school ****.. Fuuuuuuuu...


And sorry to hear about all the trouble weez. Hope everything straightens itself out.
 
#5,239
#5,239
xJesusx56 said:
Just finished all of my school ****.. Fuuuuuuuu...


And sorry to hear about all the trouble weez. Hope everything straightens itself out.
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So you done for the semester? Or just done with what you had to do at the moment? Been a while since I have done the school thing.
 
#5,240
#5,240
Unfortunately just for the time being. Only about a month left in the semester tho. Going to take a 3 week may-mester philosophy class and then I can enjoy my summer
 
#5,241
#5,241
xJesusx56 said:
Unfortunately just for the time being. Only about a month left in the semester tho. Going to take a 3 week may-mester philosophy class and then I can enjoy my summer
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I had a lot of block classes like that. Granted most of mine were 3 weeks out in the wilderness. But I would lock up a lot of quick credits that way.
 
#5,242
#5,242
blupotato said:
I had a lot of block classes like that. Granted most of mine were 3 weeks out in the wilderness. But I would lock up a lot of quick credits that way.
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I miss practical application and classes that involve the outdoors like we had in the military. Looking at a book and PowerPoint gets old
 
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#5,245
MY3*VOLS said:
The rest of us
OrangeSlice13 (butthurt attention Whore and servant to Red)
Red13 (Serving life with Slice)
Thrasher (currently ranked 7th)
95 (Is awake)
7th
27
YankeeVol (2* poster)
xJesus5
WildnkrazyKat

Weezer
Volz4lif3 (Hose man)
VolsFan32 (Pubs)
Vol'n'beers (my buddy)
VolGirlinGa (Hates me)
VolFan6782
VIF (My net brother)
RV (Another awesome redhead)
UTGnome (dunce hat)
TXA&M07 (Capt Obvious)
Tri_vol
Tina (Zoo chick)

The Fall Guy (P
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Wtf! Where is Wicker?
 
#5,248
#5,248
Dreamed I was in high school last night but was working as a sub too, in kindergarten. Anyways during my planning I went to PE with my high school class. We didnt have a teacher so we got bored n found 12 mason jars and a jar of moonshine n started playing a drinking game. I realized I was supposed to be working so I ran back to Kindergarten drunk n heard them call the nurse to the gym to give sobriety tests lol
 
#5,249
#5,249
wildnkrazykat said:
Dreamed I was in high school last night but was working as a sub too, in kindergarten. Anyways during my planning I went to PE with my high school class. We didnt have a teacher so we got bored n found 12 mason jars and a jar of moonshine n started playing a drinking game. I realized I was supposed to be working so I ran back to Kindergarten drunk n heard them call the nurse to the gym to give sobriety tests lol
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