Random, Thoughts, X,XXIV

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vol445 said:
@Behr enjoyed the conversation again this morning. It’s geting kinda puffy in there maybe you could go back and make it more civilized. For some reason it happens when your there
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No thanks, its turned into a pissing contest and about half retarded.
 
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You ever stop and wonder how much time you have left? Before I continue, no, I'm not having thoughts of doing anything dumb(at least not dumber than usual, lol). I was just thinking about my multitude of health problems, and I started to wonder how long until they pull me down? Honestly, I don't think I'm afraid of dying. I just worry about those that I would leave behind. And no, I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm not sad. Just pensive. Not to sound cheesy, or over philosophize, but life is so full of wonder, and I wonder just what death will bring? I wonder if there will be answers? So many questions in life go unanswered, and there's so much I would like to know, like to understand. I guess I hope when death comes, so will those answers.
 
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Also, I could really use some weed right now. Strictly medicinal, of course.

Side note, I wish it were possible to record my thoughts while high. Seriously, I do. I'm totally convinced that I have some deep revelations under the influence of marijuana that I totally forget once I come off that high.
 
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Oh I believe in my heart all answers and then some will be answered for 1 group. The other group will have 1 big question answered and none of the other questions will matter.
 
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Weezer said:
You ever stop and wonder how much time you have left? Before I continue, no, I'm not having thoughts of doing anything dumb(at least not dumber than usual, lol). I was just thinking about my multitude of health problems, and I started to wonder how long until they pull me down? Honestly, I don't think I'm afraid of dying. I just worry about those that I would leave behind. And no, I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm not sad. Just pensive. Not to sound cheesy, or over philosophize, but life is so full of wonder, and I wonder just what death will bring? I wonder if there will be answers? So many questions in life go unanswered, and there's so much I would like to know, like to understand. I guess I hope when death comes, so will those answers.
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Yesterday an odd question I asked myself. Would I rather know all the answers to life or is it the pursuit of them. For me I think it’s the pursuit.
 
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vol445 said:
Yesterday an odd question I asked myself. Would I rather know all the answers to life or is it the pursuit of them. For me I think it’s the pursuit.
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Answers normally bring more questions. But there is so much I want to know, so I hope I get those answers. And life itself is the pursuit, so hopefully in death we find the answers that have eluded us.
 
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Behr said:
Oh I believe in my heart all answers and then some will be answered for 1 group. The other group will have 1 big question answered and none of the other questions will matter.
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Random thought, but my favorite words from the Bible, " For God so loved the world". Sometimes I wonder of God the parent.
 
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Weezer said:
Answers normally bring more questions. But there is so much I want to know, so I hope I get those answers. And life itself is the pursuit, so hopefully in death we find the answers that have eluded us.
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yes, like why did we hire Derek Dooley and Butch Jones
 
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Weezer I always thought of you being early 30’s. For some reason your post make you seem youthful to me. I’m not saying immature.
 
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Weezer said:
You ever stop and wonder how much time you have left? Before I continue, no, I'm not having thoughts of doing anything dumb(at least not dumber than usual, lol). I was just thinking about my multitude of health problems, and I started to wonder how long until they pull me down? Honestly, I don't think I'm afraid of dying. I just worry about those that I would leave behind. And no, I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm not sad. Just pensive. Not to sound cheesy, or over philosophize, but life is so full of wonder, and I wonder just what death will bring? I wonder if there will be answers? So many questions in life go unanswered, and there's so much I would like to know, like to understand. I guess I hope when death comes, so will those answers.
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I already died a couple of times in an ICU so I really don’t think about death and I know when God says it’s time to come home I’m ready for that.
 
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vol445 said:
Weezer I always thought of you being early 30’s. For some reason your post make you seem youthful to me. I’m not saying immature.
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Forty-Five. Forty-Six next month. But my body has not been kind to me. Or maybe I have not been kind to it? Who knows. A lot of it is genetics as I have the same problems as my dad did, only mine decided to develop at an earlier age.
 
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Weezer said:
Forty-Five. Forty-Six next month. But my body has not been kind to me. Or maybe I have not been kind to it? Who knows. A lot of it is genetics as I have the same problems as my dad did, only mine decided to develop at an earlier age.
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Same age. I turn 46 june
 
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