I'm the most callus guy I know, except when it comes to girls, then I'm sensitive to a fault. I can't just grow a pair and get over it like you tell me to do. It takes time. I'm not really bothered by what happened now. But I couldn't just forget about it, her, memories right off the bat. I don't even think I envy people who can do that either. Both are to the extreme and could be considered a problem. Middle ground is where I'd love to be.