Pride85
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To all,
I have not been on this site much this week and there is a reason for that. I know I am sometimes abrasive, especially to certain factions on this site, but right now I am completely rattled. My entire family is in deep need for prayer from as many of my fellow VOL faithful as we have suffered a tragedy that one only think happens to someone else. I have dealt with death amongst family members, including my father last year. That goes with being 61. This past Monday afternoon; the youngest member of my relatively large family, My 15 month old Great Grandson Elliot was murdered. He was killed and apparently suffered before at the hands of a psychotic 18 year old that his mother had married. I have never felt such an overwhelming RAGE driven by an unbearable grief in my life. At this moment, this monster is far safer in the solitary confinement cell he has been placed in. I am a 6' 3" 260 lb ball of rage right now, and Elliot's biological father makes me look small and calm.
Please pray that I can remember that Elliot is in the arms of Jesus right now and will forever be at peace. The only thing harder that dealing with this was telling his 5 year old sister that her brother wasn't coming back home.
I am sorry to put this out here, but we am really struggling.
I have not been on this site much this week and there is a reason for that. I know I am sometimes abrasive, especially to certain factions on this site, but right now I am completely rattled. My entire family is in deep need for prayer from as many of my fellow VOL faithful as we have suffered a tragedy that one only think happens to someone else. I have dealt with death amongst family members, including my father last year. That goes with being 61. This past Monday afternoon; the youngest member of my relatively large family, My 15 month old Great Grandson Elliot was murdered. He was killed and apparently suffered before at the hands of a psychotic 18 year old that his mother had married. I have never felt such an overwhelming RAGE driven by an unbearable grief in my life. At this moment, this monster is far safer in the solitary confinement cell he has been placed in. I am a 6' 3" 260 lb ball of rage right now, and Elliot's biological father makes me look small and calm.
Please pray that I can remember that Elliot is in the arms of Jesus right now and will forever be at peace. The only thing harder that dealing with this was telling his 5 year old sister that her brother wasn't coming back home.
I am sorry to put this out here, but we am really struggling.