Slice, I'm not one to comment too much on zoners' personal matters, not because I don't care, but because I tend to care too much. Being bipolar, it's easy for me to go off on long emo rambles, which I don't really like to do. There's a reason I build walls. But before I ramble too far, let me stop myself and just say, I hope everything is okay. Cancer is a very scary thing. Even scarier is the thought of someone you love having to go through that battle. I've been there. Probably most of us have. I hope all the tests come back clean, but should they not, I dearly hope things have been caught early enough to make treatment as painless as possible. Hope and faith are powerful things, as is love. Hold onto all three, and you and Red will be okay.
Now, if you don't mind, I'm gonna return back to non-emo Weezer. He's a much easier person to be.