I used to live and die by UT football. I would rage when we lost and destroy things. Now that I am older and have kids it doesn't effect me the same way. In fact, I turned numb when Fulmer started putting crap on the field. I'm going to give you some advice that might save a life or two today. Turn off the tv...go to the fridge. . . sit in the floor with no sharp objects around you and drink until you can no longer sit up.