Volzonya
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So your off Thursday through Saturday. That's pretty cool. I'm on my 2nd week of 2nd shift. Then days for 2 weeks. Then 3rd for 2 weeks. I'm gonna die before I should.
They compensate very well or I would not be there. They pay 22 grand a year for my medical insurance. Family plan is 90 bux a month. 200 deductible. 3 bonuses a year as high as 9 grand.
Thats nice. I can understand that. Insurance is important.
I dont have to do what I do. Im more educated than people two or three promotions ahead of me. But its a good workout. And it gives me time to think, get my head straight, read my books and figure out what to do next. Also, money is of very little value to me as long as I have enough to survive.
Like I did, you too will find the girl bathed in sunshine. The solitude and all its trappings will fade away like shadows at dusk.
Perhaps. But Ive spent enough time trapped in the past to know that longingly musing about the future can be just as dangerous. If one cant find contentment in the present, happiness will forever elude them.
Just a continuous descent into ever increasing confusionDepression is the great deceiver. It makes you believe you have a deeper understanding of life and emotions. You think that having suffered so much pain you are somehow wiser. It's a lie. You're no more enlightened than the common man. You haven't learned some great truth. If you're lucky, you discover how little you know, and you come to terms with how little you will ever know. Life is chaos. You cannot make sense of chaos. But for whatever reason, man never stops trying to achieve the impossible.
It comes quite naturally to those of us who are mentally ill. This may surprise you, but not everyone has a default setting of happy thoughts.
hey all! Just wanted to drop in and say hello to everyone! xoxo