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#13,779
joevol33 said:
Very discouraged right now. Feels like we're getting used to her being gone, and tired of being sick. Gives me that helpless feeling bad.
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This took me a minute.

It’s become your new normal, but this normal won’t last. This is just a moment in time and I’ve said it before. Oh course you feel helpless and so do the girls, I imagine they want to do something even if they don’t know what. This is the crap stuff to say, but I’d say you guys are just plain tired of it all, and the really tough crap to say, Tiffany is tired and discouraged. Tired of this still going on, tired of seeing her family being strong for her, tired of not being able to do the simplest normal boring daily stuff and it suxs you guys have to keep her and yourselves motivated and upbeat. I really don’t have words, even though I’ve lived it, but faith is the one thing to cling to. My cancer scare made me question, curse and finally give into what faith really means. Cancer scared me, but finally understanding what having faith really meant, that’s a new level of being scared. Rambling I know. Forgive an old woman that’s been up since 4 a.m. and rolling around to do it again tomorrow morning.
 
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#13,784
Orangeredblooded said:
This took me a minute.

It’s become your new normal, but this normal won’t last. This is just a moment in time and I’ve said it before. Oh course you feel helpless and so do the girls, I imagine they want to do something even if they don’t know what. This is the crap stuff to say, but I’d say you guys are just plain tired of it all, and the really tough crap to say, Tiffany is tired and discouraged. Tired of this still going on, tired of seeing her family being strong for her, tired of not being able to do the simplest normal boring daily stuff and it suxs you guys have to keep her and yourselves motivated and upbeat. I really don’t have words, even though I’ve lived it, but faith is the one thing to cling to. My cancer scare made me question, curse and finally give into what faith really means. Cancer scared me, but finally understanding what having faith really meant, that’s a new level of being scared. Rambling I know. Forgive an old woman that’s been up since 4 a.m. and rolling around to do it again tomorrow morning.
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It's tough for sure. Some days more than others.
 
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#13,794
Orangeredblooded said:
And??? On the hospital visit, not on the new blades.
*kiss her on the cheek for me, I’m going on fumes over here.
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She's doing a bit better. Fever is down, but heart rate is still too high. She changed again while we were there, and her heart monitor went off, and in came the nurses thinking something was wrong. She's hoping to come home tomorrow and just do treatment, but I'm afraid they won't let her because of her heart rate.
 
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joevol33 said:
She's doing a bit better. Fever is down, but heart rate is still too high. She changed again while we were there, and her heart monitor went off, and in came the nurses thinking something was wrong. She's hoping to come home tomorrow and just do treatment, but I'm afraid they won't let her because of her heart rate.
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Just breathe.
 
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#13,799
joevol33 said:
She's doing a bit better. Fever is down, but heart rate is still too high. She changed again while we were there, and her heart monitor went off, and in came the nurses thinking something was wrong. She's hoping to come home tomorrow and just do treatment, but I'm afraid they won't let her because of her heart rate.
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Oh mercy, Bless you all and still praying
 
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