2015 NBA Playoff Thread

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#2,652
TOP said:
October will be 2 years for me.

Damn, you turned out badass for it being that long. I'm pretty messed up over losing mine. Definitely not as awesome as you.
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Her and my step dad were extremely abusive, when I got old enough (15) to stop them they kicked me out. I was homeless and the happiest I had ever been.
 
#2,653
#2,653
TOP said:
Something like that. My mom died of lung cancer back in October of '13. In this instance I was actually being serious as I don't know how I could have gotten by without her. Plus, who wouldn't want to slurp on Jer-bear? I've known the mofo since gladiator ages, or at least during the UFC era.
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You're awesome, Top. I didn't realize what you were saying. I'm sorry.
 
#2,654
#2,654
TOP said:
Something like that. My mom died of lung cancer back in October of '13. In this instance I was actually being serious as I don't know how I could have gotten by without her. Plus, who wouldn't want to slurp on Jer-bear? I've known the mofo since gladiator ages, or at least during the UFC era.
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Boom...wait. The UFC thread used to be a blast.
 
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BadJerry20 said:
Her and my step dad were extremely abusive, when I got old enough (15) to stop them they kicked me out. I was homeless and the happiest I had ever been.
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I was always too passive to resist abuse. I love my mom and don't blame her for anything. I just lived inside my head.
 
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BadJerry20 said:
Her and my step dad were extremely abusive, when I got old enough (15) to stop them they kicked me out. I was homeless and the happiest I had ever been.
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Sometimes I get that. I was really close to my mom which also means I really care what she thinks of me. That added pressure is gone. I'd rather have it knowing what it entails but if you have to find positives in things, I don't really worry if I let her down anymore. It's liberating in a way.

But yeah, you are a really positive dude. It's awesome. Wanna go behind the bushes?
 
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#2,658
apevol said:
You're awesome, Top. I didn't realize what you were saying. I'm sorry.
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No worries. Even if somebody made jokes about my mom, it wouldn't offend me as I know they don't know her and what they're saying is irrelevant. Not that you did, just saying nothing to apologize for. You didn't even say anything offensive. If you want to hear offensive.... :)
 
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BadJerry20 said:
I was about the worst human being imaginable for about 15 years. A lot of hate and anger.
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I fight not to be.


Trashing Lebron in this thread is one of the most hateful things I do. Or the Patriots...


So, better here than out there.
 
#2,660
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TOP said:
Sometimes I get that. I was really close to my mom which also means I really care what she thinks of me. That added pressure is gone. I'd rather have it knowing what it entails but if you have to find positives in things, I don't really worry if I let her down anymore. It's liberating in a way.

But yeah, you are a really positive dude. It's awesome. Wanna go behind the bushes?
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Its awesome that you all were so close. I used wish I had that.

Thanks man, I try not to take ish too seriously anymore. And yes I would, but I thought you liked Big guys. Lol
 
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TOP said:
I fight not to be.


Trashing Lebron in this thread is one of the most hateful things I do. Or the Patriots...


So, better here than out there.
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Very true. I know you are a good dude, I was actually talking about you last night in a different thread.
 
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#2,662
BadJerry20 said:
Its awesome that you all were so close. I used wish I had that.

Thanks man, I try not to take ish too seriously anymore. And yes I would, but I thought you liked Big guys. Lol
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Life ain't gonna stop for ya, gotta move on. For every positive there's a negative. I was spoiled growing up and I've gone to nothing. The problem in the end isn't the stuff, it's that you were so protected by your parents. I feel like people who go through things growing up turn out better. It just mind f***s me to no end that what I thought was real was just being totally sheltered by a loving mom. So, you get the good and bad. You're loved and feel warm but too much over-protection can hinder you're ability to grow. I kind of got stuck in that loop.
 
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BadJerry20 said:
I was about the worst human being imaginable for about 15 years. A lot of hate and anger.
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I always lived by a code and mostly, I upheld it. Its now that I ain't whacked out of my head that I start seeing what I did wrong. Some things made me wonder if I was really worth a **** at all.
 
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BadJerry20 said:
Very true. I know you are a good dude, I was actually talking about you last night in a different thread.
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Yeah, back when I used to watch the fights/posting I was staying with my mom because she had a tube through her side and an oxygen machine. I was trying to help by being there but on fight nights I'd grill steaks and split it with her(she didn't watch the fights). I actually broke my ankle falling down the stairs one night trying to get the grill quickly because I left it going and broke my ankle. I had a broken ankle for a couple months after it happened and it was really hard to walk on but I lack sensation in my lower body because of a spinalcord injury so the lack of feeling covered it enough to walk on it anyways. But yeah, I totally broke my ankle one of those nights I was talking to you, Ben and whoever else posted their regularly.
 
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TOP said:
Life ain't gonna stop for ya, gotta move on. For every positive there's a negative. I was spoiled growing up and I've gone to nothing. The problem in the end isn't the stuff, it's that you were so protected by your parents. I feel like people who go through things growing up turn out better. It just mind f***s me to no end that what I thought was real was just being totally sheltered by a loving mom. So, you get the good and bad. You're loved and feel warm but too much over-protection can hinder you're ability to grow. I kind of got stuck in that loop.
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As bad as stuff was, I wouldn't change anything. I feel like I wouldn't be me if I hadn't gone through it.
 
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apevol said:
I always lived by a code and mostly, I upheld it. Its now that I ain't whacked out of my head that I start seeing what I did wrong. Some things made me wonder if I was really worth a **** at all.
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I had no code, I was just ****ing crazy.
 
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#2,671
TOP said:
Yeah, back when I used to watch the fights/posting I was staying with my mom because she had a tube through her side and an oxygen machine. I was trying to help by being there but on fight nights I'd grill steaks and split it with her(she didn't watch the fights). I actually broke my ankle falling down the stairs one night trying to get the grill quickly because I left it going and broke my ankle. I had a broken ankle for a couple months after it happened and it was really hard to walk on but I lack sensation in my lower body because of a spinalcord injury so the lack of feeling covered it enough to walk on it anyways. But yeah, I totally broke my ankle one of those nights I was talking to you, Ben and whoever else posted their regularly.
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I think I remember you mentioning your ankle later. The fight threads were good times, I don't think anyone has made one since you stopped.
 
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apevol said:
I never stole anything, and I never ****ed anyone over to get high. That was the extent of my code. I still did a lot of things I regret.
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I regret a lot myself. I was stealing at age 8, mostly food cause mom traded the food stamps for drugs. Lol Good times
 
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[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5bW8H-kNZs[/youtube]


[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoZbnPr6tV0[/youtube]
 
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BadJerry20 said:
I think I remember you mentioning your ankle later. The fight threads were good times, I don't think anyone has made one since you stopped.
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They should. When everything was going on, all of my fighters went down the tubes with it lol. Carwin and Shogun man.
 
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