Orangeslice13, a blessing to those around him…..Again

@BigOrangeMojo
With my blood clot in my leg it got me thinking about the vac conspiracy. Has there been anything developed in the life insurance business since last we talked about it to give any credibility to the vaccine conspiracies?

Didn’t want to talk about it over there as I’m just curious and don’t really care what the conspiritards think

No. Realistically the only thing that jumps out is colo rectal cancer increases are at high end of confidence interval range...

Have you always had bad vericose veins?
 
No. Realistically the only thing that jumps out is colo rectal cancer increases are at high end of confidence interval range...

Have you always had bad vericose veins?
Devolved about 2 years ago. About the same age as jaybird. He made it to 83 and was in good physical health and died of dementia. I think I’ll be ok.
 
I saw Dr M yesterday.
I’m still doing well. Better than I thought possible actually. It’s good to not feel like you’re in hell 24/7. But the sad reality is the monster lies just below the surface. I wish I could report to anyone struggling that it’s just as simple as going to therapy for a couple months and you’re all good….but that’s not real. What’s real is putting in work every single day and dedication to a better self while realizing that you’re never going to achieve perfection but that’s ok. A better you everyday is a glorious thing and a beautiful outcome.

Shalom y’all
 
Today’s meditation session and the words from Rabbi Saul from Tarsus to focus on.

12 It is not that I have already obtained it or already reached the goal — no, I keep pursuing it in the hope of taking hold of that for which the Messiah Yeshua took hold of me. 13 Brothers, I, for my part, do not think of myself as having yet gotten hold of it; but one thing I do: forgetting what is behind me and straining forward toward what lies ahead, 14 I keep pursuing the goal in order to win the prize offered by God’s upward calling in the Messiah Yeshua. 15 Therefore, as many of us as are mature, let us keep paying attention to this; and if you are differently minded about anything, God will also reveal this to you. 16 Only let our conduct fit the level we have already reached.

Shalom 2
 
I’m now sitting and waiting on the next blood clot ultrasound.

So much fun.
Had my second consultation with the Orthopedic doc this morning. I’ve oral surgery for the next six+ months. I’ll wait till next year to consult with the orthopedic surgeon.
 
I saw Dr M yesterday.
I’m still doing well. Better than I thought possible actually. It’s good to not feel like you’re in hell 24/7. But the sad reality is the monster lies just below the surface. I wish I could report to anyone struggling that it’s just as simple as going to therapy for a couple months and you’re all good….but that’s not real. What’s real is putting in work every single day and dedication to a better self while realizing that you’re never going to achieve perfection but that’s ok. A better you everyday is a glorious thing and a beautiful outcome.

Shalom y’all
Therapy doesn't cure anything, it helps you cure yourself. It rips the metaphorical bandaid off your problem and helps you address it if you want to.
 
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