Your track record is that you will swallow whatever slop Trump shoves down your throat. I used to believe that conservatives as a whole were principled people, and while I didn't agree with them on many issues I respected their principles, outlook on life, and commitment to practicing what they believe in. I still believe some conservatives still hold those values, but it's crystal clear that the red hatted Trumpite's only moral buoy is what Papa Trump tells them.
Trump is the absolute antithesis of everything a conservative claims to believe in. Respecting the military? No. Respecting the rule of law? No. Respecting foundational principles that has made this country what it is today? No.
Trump cares about one thing and one thing only. Himself. He sold you a gallon of snake oil and you've been drinking it one shot at a time for 4 years. Obviously it's very tasty and smooth when you drink it, but nonetheless it's a sham that does nothing but benefit the salesman who convinced you it was everything you wanted. It's only a matter of time before Papa Trump describes you and the other Trumpites as losers and suckers as well.