You've now officially outed yourself as having read the NYT at least a few times in the past in order to hit the paywall. Clear your cookies before opening the website or use a different browser and go forth to read for free. A visceral first-hand account of what we've collectively been terrified of and trying to avoid over the past few months. We've been fortunate in my area, and my experience has thankfully been nothing like this. Apart from the grim reality of all the deaths - as with combat veterans - in the hardest-hit areas, PTSD will stalk a large number of the recovered, family members and those who cared for them without regard for individual strengths or weaknesses of character.