Thanks for the prayers and kind words everyone
A lot of people don’t get it because we are “home” and think it’s going to be great but it’s much more complicated than that.
Imagine going on vacation with your family and finding out while you were there that there was a health issue, and now you must remain in this vacationing country where you have nothing except your packed bags. Your job, friends, dog and 95% of your possessions remain at home.
It is a blessing to be with family here but to say my word has been completely turned on it’s head is an understatement and I’m struggling with the loss of control. I literally cannot even decide the country I live in at the moment.
Just a little raw moment from me... I know all the “right” answers, but I’m pretty authentic with how I feel about this process in this moment