What's Wrong With You?

#451
#451
Weezer said:
I survived the probe. Now that that's over with, I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. You may insert joke about pain switching ends here.

Seriously, I think I was stressed more about this damn test than I realized. So glad it's over.
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Congrats on your first successful probing, may all your future probings be equally enjoyable.
 
#457
#457
CDub's in Nashville, right? I vote Sparty as the "Find Cdub a job" chairperson. Just tell'em he's your wife's nephew or something, that way, when he screws up you can blame her.
 
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#460
#460
Bad night. BPD is kicking my ass. Head is definitely out of sorts. Nightmares of the conscious mind can be extremely disturbing. Just can't shut down.
 
#462
#462
BPD is getting more episodic. Visiting some dark places. Looks like an unavoidable mental excursion. Never sure what tomorrow may bring, but I might be gone a few days.


How do you fight that which is unnatural to the world, yet totally natural to you? I don't like where all of this is going, but I'm stuck on the ride and can't get off.

Friggin' head feels like it's about to explode. Can't reason with the unreasonable.
 
#464
#464
Weezer said:
BPD is getting more episodic. Visiting some dark places. Looks like an unavoidable mental excursion. Never sure what tomorrow may bring, but I might be gone a few days.


How do you fight that which is unnatural to the world, yet totally natural to you? I don't like where all of this is going, but I'm stuck on the ride and can't get off.

Friggin' head feels like it's about to explode. Can't reason with the unreasonable.
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I think the football forum may be a trigger, recommend you keep out for a while, no kidding.
 
#465
#465
Weezer said:
So instead of filling up the RTT thread with personal problems, I figured I'd create a thread.

Recapping my problems : I got a bum liver. Cirrhosis. It sucks. Was hoping to get to go back to work this week but the doctor put a kibosh on it. Work may have screwed up my FMLA paperwork so I'm not sure if/when I'll get my short-term disability.

So, you got problems? Post 'em here. Nothing too big or small. If you need to get it off your chest, bring it.
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Sorry to hear this, will be praying. I know this can be hard on a person.
 
#466
#466
*Update*

Not that I expect anyone to care, but I went back to the GI doc two weeks ago. Apparently, my ammonia levels are elevated. To be honest, I'm not 100% sure what that means. I know it can screw with my brain and how I think, but I've been putting off googling it to see exactly what it means. Could be nothing, but the uncertainty has me a little worried. They started me on a med to lower it, but the original dosage apparently wasn't high enough. So now they've upped the dosage and I'm supposed to get rechecked after Christmas. Not sure what to think or how concerned to be. I do know I'm not a big fan of feeling like my body is just giving out on me. I've always thought along the lines I could die tomorrow, or I could die 40 years from now. Whenever death comes, I'm not afraid to face it. I haven't thought "I'll live forever" since I was a teenager. When time runs out, it runs out. What scares me is the idea of lingering. That really bothers me. When my time comes, I just hope it's quick.

And I'm sorry if my post is a bit depressing. I'm not of the belief I'm actually going to pass anytime soon. It's just with the events of the past year, and a new year rapidly approaching, I've been thinking about the future.So many what ifs exist. For the most part, I try not to let them influence me much, but occassionally they break through. I'm lucky in that I find things to draw strength from when I need it.

Anyway, enough with the depressing stuff. I just thought I'd share a little too much about my life. About time to log for the night. I'll be back searching for lulz tomorrow.
 
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#467
#467
Hang in there, buddy. The fact is none of us knows when our time will be up. You just got to try to live each day like it's your last. I know that's easy for someone to say that's not standing in your shoes but it's the truth.
 
#473
#473
Volz4lif3 said:
I'm with ya Joe acid reflux sucks.. I pop Pepcid like it's going out of style..
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I have horrible acid reflux too. The best thing I have ever found is Equate Regular Strength Antacid. It comes in a aqua looking 12 oz. bottle at Walmart. It is instant relief and works wonders. It only costs about $2.50 too.
 
#475
#475
ainge10heisman said:
I have horrible acid reflux too. The best thing I have ever found is Equate Regular Strength Antacid. It comes in a aqua looking 12 oz. bottle at Walmart. It is instant relief and works wonders. It only costs about $2.50 too.
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I may look into this.
 
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