For this affliction, only Joe can help himself. Do you know the hymn, Amazing Grace, Joe? Do you understand its meaning?
From the seed of fear in the soil of ignorance sprouts prejudice. Hatred is the flower of prejudice and violence its fruit. You can be free of this soul strangling vine and live a life of true joy and love. "And grace my fears relieved," Joe. Let not fear take purchase in your ignorance, Joe. Ignorance is innocent, lest it be voluntary. Fear can find no purchase if you seek the knowledge which will allay your ignorance. Then, grace will find place within your soul and unburden you of the weight of years of sin - save a wretch like you.
The author of Amazing Grace was once a slaver, Joe. He was saved. He was unburdened of sin more wretched and terrible than any of your own.