I normally don't do this

[Wylo]

Thanks man..... needless to say the last couple of months in particular have been rough. I'm doing ok because of the people I still have in my life, but there are times when I realize I'm withdrawing from them.
Life changes like these will definitely make your mind wander to some strange places..... places it's never gone before.... I think it's all part of the grieving process though.

Then maybe a "stranger" is best to talk to. Sometimes it's easier because they aren't anywhere close to the situation. I'm sure you have plenty of people you'd rather chat with than me, but I offer just the same. It's been sucky few weeks for me and I understand the thoughts.