Someone once said that there is always hope, and I think that is right for most people. Trouble is, I'm a Tennessee Vol fan. After believing in the team through too many years of garbage games, my hope did not quite survive the 2018 season. It was the worst ever, and I think all my hope took mortal wounds in the Mizzou and Vandy games. If I am not the walking dead, maybe something near to it. I went to see a doctor. It did no good. Surely I would revive if the team ever started winning again, but that is never going to happen.