Here I am...
I would usually go to 2 or 3 games a year. I used to have season tickets and I usually donate a nominal amount every year.
I haven't been to a game in a couple of years. I wanted to go last year but work got in the way.
I don't plan on going or making donations moving forward until wholesale changes are made. I will always be a Vol and never root for them to lose, but my "Give A Sh**" meter has bottomed out.
Something that
@MetalVolunteer said earlier made me think of a similar trajectory.
My brothers and I grew up in the 70s and 80s in Knoxville watching the games on TV with my Dad - sound off with John Ward on the radio.
Though my younger brother joined the Navy, and I moved out of state, we both would make it back to Knoxville for at least one game each Fall. It was our pilgrimage.
When the games were on TV, we would call each other or would text furiously About the play by play.
In 2015 we both spent a LOT of money (to us) for good tickets, hotel rooms, restaurants, and travel to attend the Oklahoma game. It was awesome until it was soul-crushingly awful. I think that broke his fandom some.
I returned for a few more games since then - all losses. My desire to travel and spend that much money keeps going down.
What’s sadder is that my younger brother, who used to be as ate up with the Vols as me, doesn’t even watch the games anymore. He barely even keeps track of the season. I get it.
Here’s my
@MetalVolunteer point - I think we are on the precipice of not only losing a whole slew of long-time dedicated fans to sheer apathy; but we also run the risk of completely missing out on reinforcements from younger generations. TN hasn’t done anything of merit in the entire life span of most teenagers and even college students.
I don’t want to sound overly hyperbolic, but this is a juncture where we can swing for the fences for a good rebound to national prominence or I truly believe that the death spiral will be fairly rapid and what’s so scary is - likely irreversible.