Volzonya
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I went through a self built meat grinder before I found her... for the second time. Our story is movie like. She definitely has my back. I wish the same for you. You are young enuff to give a damn about not relying on God to provide you with angels of mercy.
Listen, you gotta find angels to love you like that. VZ, life is gonna come and go while Im typing this, but we all have our lives to lead.
I miss Jen more than I can bare. But I cant take it back. Shes gone. I wished I couldve stopped it but I couldnt. I miss her so much its making me tear up but shes somewhere else tonight. Life moves on without us. Even without the ones we love.
It will be 2 years in March. And it tears me up every day. I cant stand not saying goodnight to her. Breaks me to pieces.
Whether you believe it or not, God does things that challenges the arrogance of man. If we can get past the how dare you, to the humility of, I know your plan for me is elusive but perfect. Harvest the crust from your eyes and follow the light brother. I have never been in your situation. I have sympathy, don't get me wrong. Stop hammering stone in your lonesome rock quarry. Put your faith in the one you may very well blame.

