Greetings Everyone. I hope all is well in your neck of the woods.
First off, I know ... too long, didn't read.
Second of all, there is no Gruden news in this, soon to be, long post, so if that's what you're skimming for, skip this post.
Last night I decided to go to bed and the gif didn't work, and I didn't want to leave on that note of failure, so I changed it to one that worked (still don't understand this. what am i doing wrong?) Then I went to bed. Couldn't sleep, pulled up the thread on my phone, caught back up again, threw myself out the window (just kidding) and finally went to bed a defeated man.
I slept all night long. "No big deal" you say. Well, I pretty much never do that. I always get up at least once, and usually toss and turn, but not last night. Crashed. Thank the Lord for sleep.
So, this morning, without an alarm, my eyes pop open, and I've been awake ever since.
That being said, I know some of y'all are in here for fun. You hope we get Gruden, but if not, well at least we had fun while we were in this thread. I get it. I am glad for you all. 'Bout the only fun I have in here is posting gif's (when they work) and making some casual friends along the way. Some are in this thread to troll others. I don't understand the thrill in that. Some are in this thread to get "ecred." I don't understand this either. How old are you? Some are in this thread, because they have info that they want to share with others of a common interest. You know who you are. Thank you.
Me? Why am I in this thread? I want Gruden to be our next head coach. I believe in him. I believe in what he has done, and what he could do for our team. This thread discusses him, so here I am. I greatly desire that he be the next head coach, and some of y'all say it could be happening ... soon. I'm in. I'm in until they put someone on a podium and publicly announce to the world he (whomever that may turn out to be) is our next coach. I'm in.
What I can't handle, is all this cloak and dagger stuff. I'd probably never made it in the CIA during the cold war. I posted yesterday that I have a one track mind to the nth degree. Sometimes it's a good thing. Sometimes, no so good. Right now, not so good. I've got this on my mind and I can't let it go. Maybe I've got a touch of OCD, who knows. But it's how I'm wired. It is what it is. This thread is a roller coaster. I feel like Charlie Brown getting the ball pulled away. I know it's coming, but here I go again. I wanna believe what you guys are saying, then the rug get pulled out. Then I get propped back up, feeling pretty good, and the rug gets pulled back out. Rinse, repeat, and so on. I can't take it. Maybe I'm taking all this too seriously. Okay, you're right, I'm taking this whole thing waaayyy to seriously. That's why I've gotta back off a bit.
Maybe after Butch resigns, the need for disinformation won't be so important, truth will prevail, and hopefully some good news will leak 'til we announce our guy. But I can't take all the cloak and dagger. I understand it (sort of). It's necessary. But I ain't got the time or patience for it. I can't do it. Don't misunderstand, I'll always be lurking. Reading. Following. Just not so intently. I may even feel giddy and post a gif or two. If any of you want to email me, and talk me off the ledge, you can find me at yahoo.com. It isn't hard to figure out. But for now, I've gotta back away a bit.
Yeah, I'm nuts. :crazy: :loco: :blink:
Go Vols!
Go Currie.
Get Gruden!
Get it done!
Soooooonnnnnn .....

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