Another terrible side effect of blowing our lead and losing to the gators is I can't even enjoy the week and look forward to the game without having a lot of anxiety. I want so so much for Butch to win, to either win out or only lose one more. I want him to be the guy.
For us to enjoy it. And for Butch to enjoy the fruits of his hard work. And For the continuity and stability it would provide. I am sick of waiting and hoping. And I don't want us to be on another 2-3 year build/turnaround. Also I think if he has success here, he would stay here and be loyal to us and not look for other opportunities. Whereas if you ended up with a coach like kelly/gruden/etc they may look to move on in a few years.
I want to win and to feel the contentment and excitement and joy of having a successful team/program and be able to enjoy the week leading up to big games. As of now it is stealing my joy.
We are Tennessee fans. We are constantly denied happiness. What's even worse is that other fanbases gleefully celebrate our misery. We are definitely one of the top 10 hated fanbases in CFB, which is bizarre because we haven't won anything in such a long time. I avoid any sort of public forum where people discuss CFB now. The negativity and joy in our suckage is too much to bear.
I guess people still hate us because of the 90s. There's also the fact that it's easy for anyone--rival fans, coaches, players--to talk **** about the Vols and not worry about it blowing up in their faces. McElwain basically mocked Tennessee in his post-game presser, and he will probably spank us next year at home. Bielema, who is notorious for eating crow immediately after talking smack, could call Butch his ***** tomorrow and back it up with a blowout win.
The concept of "revenge" games is foreign to Tennessee. We lose one year, vow revenge, and then lose again. And again. And again. Meanwhile, teams like Alabama, LSU, Auburn, Georgia, Florida, and even South Carolina have been trading blows for years.
That's what makes CFB and sports in general fun and interesting. The back and forth. Not losing to your rivals year in and year out with no hope of turning things around.