I'm a dick on here all the time. Other than the past month, usually drunk too. A couple days away from a month sober. Not so sure that's a good thing. Anyways...
I say hijack all the threads you want and be the biggest jerk you can be(just going by your apology). There are a lot of jerks on this site that mouth off daily like it's no big deal(it's really not a big deal) and they'll blatantly insult you but when you talk crap back, they act like you're an a-hole. Heck, if you attack players and teams you don't like, fans of those players and teams will blatantly attack you because they have no logical response to it other than "you're a hater". And naturally, being a "hater" also means you're "whining". I'd venture to guess there's close to a 100% chance of one those terms being dropped if something negative about a player or team is mentioned.
Like I said, I don't know what you said but I'm just gonna be on your side in saying it's okay to be a jerk because you yourself actually pointed out your shortcomings. I point mine out all the time because I know I'm a dick(at least it usually requires being drunk) but rarely do the other dicks(hopefully drunk also) around this joint take responsibility for being a jerk. They drop a deuce and blindly move along as if their poo don't stink. I say jerk it up, just don't jerk it off.
I'm a jerk. You're a jerk. Together we can all be jerks. I feel like most people are, but again, some of those jerks would never think that of themselves which makes them the biggest jerks of all imo. Some of them think they're being alpha but really they're just being a**hole.